1 year ago, on this exact day, i was the happiest girl in the world.
now, on this exact day, evrything is taken frm me again...
this date will always have a special place in my heart n it will never be forgotten.
last wk i got 2 c sum of my dearest friends again. up until that day, it did feel a lil like we were distanced but at the same time, things were ok b/c it felt like no matter wat, i new i wuld always have them. but actually getting to c them last wk felt so good. it made me remember how good it felt to just b w/ ppl i've grown up with. evrything just seemed so ez. i was a lil scared wen i sensed sum tension going on. were all close friends n i hope that nothing will ever brk that. hopefully wen we have our own apt nxt yr, things mite get better=] n reading anh's blogs lately, ive come to realize that w/ evry post of hers that i read, i find that i can relate to each of them in sum way. i guess its the fact that shes able to say wat im afraid to say or dunno how to say..
anywho, i cant believe its march already. where has this skool yr gone. this quarter has gone by a lot faster than i thot it wuld. i guess mayb its cuz im much more focused this quarter n that i have to do good my part b/c of all thats happened lately. @ the same time im worried about keeping up with this pace, college is gonna breeze by before we no it.
we just have to keep hoping that evrything is gonna turn out ok...
1 comment:
Sorry Diana, to have you witnessed what happen last week. But everything is ok, It just feels nice to have somethin workout w/o having to keep things in all the time. And I'm really glad that you can relate to my blog. It makes me feel better too that I'm not the only one to feel a certain way. Honestly, sometimes I find it hard to express how I feel to but then it is nice to be able to find the answer to yourself and write it out. I hope everything will be fine if not great for you. I see you have a lot of things going on in your mind but I know you are not the person to openly express it. But I would be more than willing to listen to how you feel. =)
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